Random blabs by The Alien.

The last 3 weeks i went a little too nuts and picked up a ton of dvd's: THRILLER-A CRUEL PICTURE, THE DEADLY SPAWN, RETURNER, RUBBER'S LOVER, ESCAPE FROM NEW YORK, CONTRABND, THEY CALL ME BRUCE?, ZOMBIE 2, RABID, BLACK SUN:THE MASSACRE OF NANKING, ISLAND OF DEATH, PINOCCHIO 964 and CLASS OF NUK'EM HIGH 2:SUBHUMANOID MELTDOWN . I really got down on myself at work last night thinking about what i could've done with some of that money, like saving some of it, buying new socks, pants, more food, pay more on my bills, wash my clothes, blah.blah. But what's done is done so whaaaaa . Like Homer always sez, "Ahhh, what are ya gonna do?" . I made a new years resolution that i am NOT buying ANY dvd's or videogames for awhile . This friday when i get paid, $400 is already gonna be gone for rent, plus i still owe one of my best friends $20, and i even pawned 4 games last week so i could go pick up one of my flicks . Nice life!
I did discover yesterday that i no longer fear making phone calls too places . It may sound funny, but i've always had a difficult time calling for appointments and stuff like that . I've actually gotten so nervous sometimes that i've hung up the phone . I realized last night walking thru the melting slush in the basement/garage that i am no longer nervoue - YAY!!!
Sometimes i feel like i'm doing nothing with my life . I wake up late( well, i do work late!) everyday, turn on my computer, make coffee, take a bth, then go back in my room and red for about 1/2 an hour, then i get on the internet while drinking my coffee and listening too some 80's pop compilation cd then i'll usually eat something, play a videogame or 2 while making food for later that night, then go downtown, hang out with a friend for about an hour while drinking coffee, then go too work, come home, play videogames, get on the internet then read for a while and fianlly go too sleep - repeat . I used too draw and write letters everyday, sometimes go for a walk and record/create noise . Theses days i'm not doing much . On the weekends, when i do have $$$ i usually blow it all and i seem too go too the store EVERY weekend . I feel like a programmed robot sometimes .
I am really excited about working on a new cd-r for my bro. Stan's label Reality Impaired Records . My Alienoise Destruction Musick band, The Earwigs hasn't recorded since last August so i'm pretty excited and totally ready too do some new stuff! Last night at work i had ideas for noise/souinds, art, song titles, etc. going thru my head . I'm sure this will continue til the day( any day now) i begin the new recording!
I need too organize myself, clean my apartment, clean up my fihies tank again and just get ORGANIZED!!!!!!!!!!! Lottsa stuff too do . I just hope that when i go downtown too Jimmyz i don't have too see Adoph Bush's facist face on their t.v. again . I really despise that fruit!
The Bizarre Alien -Earth- 1/19/05 .