Sunday, November 13, 2005

Ah, another saturday is over and here i sit once again at my computer doing a new blog! I hung out with my pal Adam earlier after i was at Jimmyz for about an hour by myself drinking 2 cups of coffee, tho i did see my friend Gregg and this girl i know showed up with a guy . I was a little bummed that i didn't get too really say anything, but ah well! I think he was her boyfriend or something - which is cool cuz lately i've been thinking about females alot and realize that i will probaly NEVER have a relationship with a "real" girl and quite frankly, I DON'T CARE!!!
I've seen enough garbage between people in regards too relationshipes . Arguing, back stabbig, cheating, lying, etc.etc. Yeah, i know i'm thinking too negativly, but let's face it - most relationships are just a joke and i really get SICK of seeing people making out in public or being affectinette . Am i jealous? Mabe a little but i feel that many people do it on purpose just too show off and it makes me wanna vomit, especially when it's right in front of me . I usually make a gagging sound or make a comment like, "yeah, that's great" or one of my faves., "get a frikkin' hotel room, geez!" .
I really hate it when i go too the mall where all the zombies hang out and see groups of stereotyped looking gay guys and thier stuck-up plastic girlfriends holding hands and when they see me i get dirty looks . Last week this Asaian couple were walking towards a friend and i and the guys girlsfriend nearly walked into me and then just stood there looking away like i didn't even exist, so i just stood there refususing too move .
At least the bitch's boyfriend was a gentleman enough too say, "oh excuse us" . I wanted too punch his stupid girlfriend in the face and give her a smackdown for all too see that The Bizarre Alien won't take crap from a stuck-up twat!
Most people all together are incredibly FAKE conformist mob mentality pussies who can't think for themselves, following the latest weak trends and look down on anyone who isn't in the upper fiancial bracket such as themselves .
I feel that this is the age of the new Roman Empire .
Let me just say that the barbarians are waiting outside the gates of this "empire" and WILL win the battle when the time comes .

When i was younger, i used too constantly have crushes on tons of girls who didn't even know i existed, unless it was when i was getting humiliated by the facist jock straps or their white and black trash minions .
I would write 'love letters' every night, but end up throwing them away in fear .
I used too fantasize that at the end of my high school life, on the last day i would be "cool" and walk off with the hottest girl in the school getting high fives from everyone, including my enemies who by then would be bowing in respect too my extreme coolness! Ha!ha!ha! It didn't work out that way and here i find myself STILL hating those people and wishing i could go back in time and enact my revenge with a baseball bat .
I had a chance too go one more year in high school too graduate and i seriously almost did it, tho a big inspiration was due too a gorgeous gal i knew whom i saw during the summer one year and she smiled telling me that mabe our lockers would be near each others . Nope! I thought about how much i HATED that fraking school, how much i wanted too wipe out all those assholes and tolf my Grandma that i could not handle it, so i got too stay home and spent the next year with HEATHCLIFF/CATS & CO., MACGUYVOR, MARRIED WITH CHILDREN, GET A LIFE, U.S.S. UP ALL NIGHT*with Gilbert Gottfried and Rhonda Shear!!!), THE SWAMP THING, WAR OF THE WORLDS t.v. series, SILK STALKINGS, BATMAN*1966-68 t.v. series!),etc.
I think i chose wisely . It may have been the 1st school massacre if i had too go one more year!
I despise most people and always will . I have some faith in the human race but not a whole lot .
The true friends i have are for life, and the flakes can just blow in the wind like dried dog poop!
I've only gone out with one Earth girl in my life and it didn't last . It WAS a learning experience that i for one NEVER want too experience ever again!
I have loved the girl of my dreams since '92 and always will . I believe in her more than any LAME Earth female and always will!
I think of her every day and know i WILL meet her one day .
I always wish the BEST of luck too my friends and allies who engage in relationships and always hope they will last in a happy positive way!
I could not and will not spend my life worrying about sex or any of that stuff . Most of my true heroes have been loners and thus shall i be, unless my dreams come true which it looks like will not happen in this lifetime, but that's o.k. because i accept that .
More stuff too blab about next time! If you think i'm a misogynistic misanthrope for my opinions - THANK YOU!!! KEEP THE FILTH!!!
The Bizarre Alien. Earth.

LONG LIVE G.G. ALLIN - THE KING OF ROCK & ROLL!!!!!!!

BIZ.CHAZ.LIEN LOS KING OF ROMANTICOS WAS HERE!!!!!! ALIEN KUNG FU#1!!!

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

BC! I totally can relate to your woes about girls, relationships, and all that other crap! FUCK EM! I've never had a girlfriend in my entire life. Do I care? Fuck no. From what my friends have told me, girls just make you give up what you love the most, your TRUE friends! I wouldn't trade any of my friends (near and far!) for ANY girl! Hey, remember what Billy said in the 2nd POE video: Real girls always will go away/break you heart/etc (but porn girls will never leave you)! HAHA. Anyway, hope everything is cool with you! Peace!

-Zach

PS - I sent you a package, you should get it real soon!

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